My Beautiful floating voice sample

I do not think I could sing any better than with this voice, which I feel is the Bel Canto voice. Finding it is one thing. Maintaining it daily is quite another. At the moment it is just hit and miss. Many days I can not find it at all. But each time I do, I get a little better to understanding what I am doing. It is a process of Ecstasy and Agony. I shall give you some examples of the pain and suffering involved when I cannot find it no matter what i do.