Finding it again after losing it

I sing many different ways none of which seem right. At 1 hour and 10 minutes I decide to pause the recording. I return and I now have the Bel Canto voice. It is everything Pavarotti talks about. It is a voice under total control at all time. Yet it is free. I do not know if I will have it again tomorrow, but I only know I will never sing any other way but this way.